Today is the first day with my new fill. I am filled up to 2.5 cc's now in my 4.0 band. Im scared of this fill. Dr Kwon was sorta iffy about doing it....but I have been on a plateau now for three months~ Which is good...I didn't gain thru the holidays and I didn't gain thru the most stressful time in my life....but now its time to get back on the wagon.......even after the freekin thing rolled over me, several times. Todays diet is kiling me!!! My body is in shock. I have a headache...im more...

I woke up at 6am and got on my Gazelle today! I only did like 15 minutes and then had to get in the shower. I have to admit, today at work, I fetl pretty damn good too~ I guess that early morning oxygen rush is actually beneficial~ Who knew? I did a shake and yogurt for breakfast, a shake for lunch, another yogurt for snack....A small bag of potatoe chips.. I know, I know a big big no no...but I have PMS and I am craving salt right now...I had meatballs for dinner.....they were soft and went down...

Well, its Sunday night...back to the grind tomorrow..Anthony has been with his daddy all weekend long. It has been very quiet and different here without him. His father is going to just bring him to school in the morning and then I will see him after work. Gonna be weird waking up with out him here. I miss him sooo much when hes gone~ This week is going to go quick too. We have an appointment with his ear doctor in West Chester on Friday..so I will be taking the day off from work. I get my first...

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Welp, I forgot to weigh in this morning, duh. I did it after I got dressed and ate..so the weight was up to 217. I dunno which to believe...but I go to Dr Kwon tomorrow so we will see what that weigh in has got to say..Im learning more at work and thats helping the days go by quicker.....I still dont like working, but hey, gotta do it~~~~ Okay, my mother set up some sort of cooking schedule where by its my "turn" to cook dinner again. I dont know how that happened...