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Originally Posted by peaches9 Hi there Green;
How are you doing today? I know you were a little down about your throat.
Have you had any more news?
7 more pounds gone? whoo-hoo for you... that must make you feel good eh?
what are your before and after stats now?
Take care,
Peaches |
Thanks for asking, Peaches and Marcar. My voice is going from very bad to even worse and I am very, very down about this. Talking is a real chore and I have become the strong(ish), silent type as a result! Of course, because I am so depressed my house has become rather foul and my personal grooming is not what it should be. My hair is now two-toned: roots and dye job.
My GP figures that I have asthma, and has me on a couple of inhalers. She has also referred me to an ear, nose and throat specialist whom I am going to see in a couple of weeks. I finally got word of an appointment yesterday.
I weighed myself at the doc's office and weighed 143 fully clothed and with my boots on. For what it's worth, I also had a full bladder. I can comfortably wear size 10 pants and actually need to wear a belt with them in order to keep 'em sitting in the right place. I also had a bra-fitting - I have been wearing sports bras for past 15 years - and I wear either a 34C or a 36B.
All of this is pretty cool but my head sure isn't in the same place as my current measurements. Alas! The truth I still think of myself as a fatty. And I suffer from a strange anxiety as well: I keep imagining that I am suddenly going to blow up into my old dimensions, that I will go to bed one size and wake up another. Weird, eh? I guess it takes awhile to lose the mental weight....
I still do have enormous feet. *sigh* No loss in that department. I have to buy my shoes in the drag queen section. lol And I can only wear flatties. My feet still whine and complain whenever I try on heels. That is one dream which will never come true for this grrl.
And that is my life at the present time.
P.S. I sure do miss my band. When I get over all of this I am gonna get a fill.