Hi there, sorry you are feeling depressed. It might sound harsh but you need to focus on yourself. You are embarking on a great personal journey - no time to be worrying about a guy who clearly doesn't deserve to be with you - nobody should have to settle !! I wouldn't be with anyone who didn't want me, no matter what.
If you go to this URL you can enter postcode to find optifast stockists near you. Everyone's taste is different but I found the chicken soup sickening *blah*. I tried some 2 days post op, and the thought of the smell still makes me queezy. I like the chocolate shakes best.
https://www.optifast.com.au/template...isitedWhere=_2
Take it easy - remember focus on #1 (you).
Luscious.