Hey all. Hope you all enjoyed your fills yesterday and that they work well.
Skinny, I'm so sorry to hear about your band. That's a terrible blow and you've done so well. It's terrible to have a set back after so long. I really hope it works out well for you.
Elsie, how are you keeping? I'm trying to be as positive as possible.
8 weeks today since we broke up and I haven't moved on at all really.

But I've finally decided to do what everyone has been telling me to do and that is stop trying to be friends with ex.

He really wants to be friends and he has really been trying to make to work but I'm still not ready to be "just friends". We're totally civil to each other and there's no animosity so there's no issues about him seeing our daughter or it being uncomfortable when we see each other.
But he wants to be friends where we have dinner together and watch DVDs or he calls and we chat for a couple of hours or we bring the little one to the park together or to his mothers together.
I've tried and I can't take it. It's too much. So i'm putting myself first and today is day one of doing it my way. ie No texting unless it's about access, no chatting, no meeting up, no hearing about his life with his new girlfriend... Just me and myself and getting my own life back.
Maybe in time we can have chats and maybe even be friends but not yet.
My poor battered pride can't take it