Hello to everyone, Im Debbie from the UK
i've been lingering around this site for couple weeks & all of your stories are so inspiring to me,
I have an appointment next wednesday with my doctor to talk about hopefully having the gastric LAP-BAND® surgery,
Through the telephone conversation with him last week it sounds like he's giving me hope,
I lie awake everynight with thoughts of being slimmer/healthier, Im tired of crying tears of being unhappy the way i look & feel..
I want to be NORMAL the one who fits in the crowd with the rest & not the big bubbly girl who hides her pain on the inside & dreams of doing normal activities, going on vacation, riding a horse, wearing a bikini, wearing skimpier clothes in summer instead of sacks
When i look at the before/after pics of you guys on here, i think to myself is it trick photography, Can i really look like you,
All i know is i cant bear anymore of what i am & the hurting & misery im going through,
My doctor did say there wasnt a long waiting list for surgery if i qualify to have it done through the NHS, im keeping my fingers crossed please do the same for me
My husband friend wife had the surgery done 5yrs ago & she has been great with answering questions but it feels like i have tons more
i will stop for now, dont want to bore people to death, but im looking forward to gettng to know you all more :) | 
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