| May 12th Surgery-kinda freakin
Hi, I'm Cyd. I had the lap band installed on Monday May 12th. I thought I was totally prepared however, Sunday night I got a call from the surgeon saying he couldn't do the lap band his partner would have to do it. I said ok but wondered if it was an omen or something. In the hospital, 15 min before surgery, I met the surgeon and he told me he could place the belize band it would have to be the lap band and did I want to proceed....Yes, I was ready, checked in, had an IV in, I guess that would be OK. Then he came back and said they needed to move someone ahead of me and I would need to wait 2 hours. I have to admit I was freaking!!!
It turned out I didn't have to wait the OR was prepped for me already and the next thing I knew I was waking up. I was fine Monday & most of Tuesday then last night I started to have an anxiaty attach. Did I do the right thing by having this surgery! There's a forein body in side of me! The incisions are way, way bigger than I thought they would be and I have to say they are really ugly. No possible way they wont leave huge scars.
I'm sorry this seems so down and winey I don't have anyone to tell this kind of stuff.
On the possitive side since I started the journey I have lost 22#s quit drinking my 20 cups of coffee a day and stopped smoking so, just doing that is fantastic.
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