Where did my self esteem go???

Well...I bought a new swimsuit and took the kiddies to the water park over the weekend. I have to admit that I was very uncomfortable but I made it through the day. All the time wishing I looked like the girl walking by in her suit or the one eating that big honking hotdog and skinny as a rail. Oh...lets not forget the one that was falling out of her suit and my hubby pointed her out to me. She was with a friend that didn't even tell her that her boob was hanging out. How embarrasing. All in all it was a good day! Thank you all for your encouragement!

I tried on clothes yesterday and realized I am down from a size 20 to a size 14!!! YEAH! Go Me!

Nettie I would go get therapy or some type of counseling... there isn't anything 'wrong' with you.. You just need help seeing yourself in a new light. You're beautiful and I am sorry you do not feel as well as you look.