Hi Romey: There is no shame in failing. You have identified the issue and you know how to fix it. The medical profession is there to support you in your journey. And we all know every journey has ups and downs.
This is your opportunity to move forward and take control of your health. We know you can do it, because you took the first step and by having the surgery and the second step by posting here today. Please don't give up. Call your surgeon and make an appointment to see he/she.
Remember there are so many people on this forum who have the same fears and struggles. You are not alone, so make the phone call.
Best wishes,
Terry
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11/11/08 Surgery with a 10cc band

Weight 214, was 254 pre-op
First fill:11/11/08 3cc (lost .5cc from surgery fill)
Second fill: 12/10/08 1.5cc
Third fill: 1/14/09 1cc
Fourth fill: 1/28/09 1.5cc (lost 1cc from 1/14/09)
Fifth fill: 3/17/09 1cc
Total 6.cc