Happy to hear your finally feeling restriction with your fill :)
Jen, I completely understand your 'head hunger.' It can be a nightmare and it took me ages to adapt myself to the regime of listening to my body instead of my head. There are times when I think I can cheat, those are the times that I say a very yucky hello to regurgitated food which refuses to stay down.
I was worried at one point that I thought I was (sub conciously)trying to make myself sick. I confess, I kind of liked the fact that the food wouldn't stay down. Not a healthy train of thought and the novelty soon wore thin when I was losing all energy and my skin looked horrid. That is when I went and got a mini unfill. Funnily enough it triggered off another bout of weight loss, even though I was eating a little more. I guess my body had gone into starvation mode.
I think that 'head hunger' is a bit like smoking. Even though you've given up you still crave it.
I've just woked out how many lbs I have lost. It is now 70lbs, that no longer weighs my body down
70 lbs!!
I always tell people it's 5 stone and I never feel shocked. Yet saying it in lbs, it's a whole lot more shocking! I think I have about another 15lbs to lose, but I'm in no hurry. I'm out of the danger zone and looking good. Any weight loss now is a bonus. I am happy at size 14 but I am curious what it would be like to be a size 12. Also I might stand a better chance of getting sales clothes! I always had problems find bigger size clothes in the sales, now I am having trouble grabbing size 14 bargains! I can't win lol