WOW! I'm so impressed with everyone's hard work and results!!!

It was great reading all your stories because I'm feeling down about my results and efforts.

It's good to know that us 40 somethings can have great success. It just takes determination to get through each day and win this fat war!
I've been sabotaging my success because I haven't given up drinking water with meals... WHICH IS SO STINKING SUPID!!!

I have to now work harder to break this habit so the weight loss gets back into full gear. Why are eating habits so darn hard to break??? Why do these things still have such a hold on me???
I was banded Dec. 17, 2007 and have had 1 fill of 2 c.c. and then I think the nurse missed my port for the 2nd fill of an additional 1 c.c. She had trouble finding it and fished around for it until she thought she got it...

I go back to the Dr. on Tues. and I'm so nervous... I know the scales are only going to show a couple of pounds lost since early March and I feeling anxious about going and admitting failure and not holding myself accountable for drinking water with meals... The crazy thing is, is that I think I have pretty good restriction if I didn't go into autodrink and block out what I'm doing when I'm eating...

I trying to figure out why I am doing this to myself... I kind of feel like I'm afraid of how little I can eat and feeling unenergetic and weak from it... Isn't that dumb???

Cutting down eating and losing weight is why I'm doing this so why aren't I doing the right things and following the rules....
Reading all your positive 40 something posts gives me drive and ambition to do better!!!

Now, I just have to keep the courage to face the Dr. and push forward...

Good luck to everyone and continued success!!!