What the hell did I do to myself? I have to remind myself BMI 42, hypertension, diabetic and very fat

3rd day post op still a lot of pain. Tired all the time
4th day post op wondering if I will ever feel good again. Phoned the emergency line and spoke with Dr Mumford. I told him that I still had a lot of pain especially when I had liquid in my stomach. He said that my stomach was probably imflammed and to stick to water only until the imflamation has was gone. Probably it will...