OK, so it April 15th, I haven't lost any weight, in fact I have gained probably 5 or more pounds. I have been to see Dr. Naaman and I am waiting to see if the insurance company will approve the surgery. I am so nervous that it will all fall through. I need to do something about my weight ASAP because I am so fat. I have even begun to think that maybe I should get RNY. Dear Lord, pray for me!:pray:

:hungry: I am so worried about this 1 month eating diary that I could puke...I am supposed to write everything down that I eat for one month and then return to the dietician for evaluation. I did really good for about 5 days, but then today, I had a binge. I ate a whole box of thin mint Girl Scout cookies!! I am worried that if I don't lose enough weight, or if I write down my binge, that the dietician will not recommend me for the surgery. She told me when I had my first appointment that she...