Not sure what my malfuntion is but wow I am not motivated to do much of anything! I have so much to do before I leave for Phoenix in the morning and it's just not happening. I even have the munchies supper bad. What am I so stressed out about? GEEZE

I actually really want to go for a walk but it is so bloody hot here all the sudden. I don't mind the heat when I have an adaptation period but it went from the mid 60's to the 90's in a matter of a week! Here I am whining about...

Today I was walking and decided on a goal for myself.....I can't cut my hair until I reach 140.

This is a biggie for me becuase I'm not into much girlie stuff but I love love love my short sassy hair. It is super easy for me to do and I know that if I have to "do" my hair every single day it will keep me on track from straying. Just a few weeks of dealing with my out of control mop and I will be moving and groving my a$$ extra hard to get the mop off my head!!
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With my renewed attitude towards my band and my journey I have been really attacking some issues and various things in my life. Durring this process I pulled out old photos of myself some from 20 years ago when I was in High school and some from less than 5 years ago when I was at my all time high of 218 lbs. I was only a bit overweight in my late teens but you can see the extra 10-15 in the pictures. I decided to up the ante in my weight loss journey and put my goal weight to 125'sh from the 140'ish...

So I realize that I am 2 years post banding but this weekend it dawned on me my banding is not a part-time gig. I know that my learning curve is a bit handicapped because of the events over the past 2 years and I am just now having the time to evaluate and deal with the changes I need to make...granted this is just an excuse again but I can see how I got a bit lost.

I can't take week-ends off or a "band-vacation" I have to make this a full-time life-time commitment. This...

I am having one of those weeks where I just don't want to talk to anyone or be social and I deffinately don't want to put on make-up do my hair and get foofied up....I really want to just hide, put on my grubbies and work in my yard (I did this yesterday and it was heaven) unfortunately I had 2 seperate networking events today and have one tomorrow as well as a luncheon. No hiding for me

The second event was fine enough ok ok I had a decent time but when I was done I wanted...