what its like to be me, in one day.

the biggest of my friends here in denton is a size 7 (there are 11 girls 4 guys) then theres me, the 24 whos in size 26 denial.

so my new school was built on a hill, but before that, lets ring the alarm at 7am!
ok so since my surgery, i can tie my shoes, so thats not an issue anymore, yaaay me!

getting on the bus...ok i usually choose the handicapped area seats, because squeezing next to someone is horrible cause...

a few weeks before my surgery i hinted to some friends i was considering the surgery, um they all said, no don't do it we like you the way you are...wasn't that nice of them (the biggest girl is a size 7, i was a tight 24, in size 26 denial)

well heck i got it anyways, i couldn't even tie my shoes, were they serious?!

only 3 people know about my surgery, i read too many bad stories on the boards about telling to many people...and this was just private for me, and my...

yeah thats what i thought until a month ago! my mentality, all it takes is diet and exercise...and possibly 100 attempts with diet and exercise. i'd lose weight, sometimes fast some times slow, 30 lbs 40 lbs...only to regain sometimes twice the amount

now at 288lbs it is honestly easier not to diet, that way my weight stays the same give or take 2-3 lbs instead of the extreme like recently losing 17 gaining 36!

my sister told me about LAP-BAND®...a few of her...