insert trip to fair details here

talk about NSV!!!!!!!

I went to the doctors yesterday and told him about stuff..:help:

I was referred to a urologist (spell?)... but I didnt know that until the urologist called today.. I thought he said an MRI was being referred.?
(another one!)

He switched my viccodan for ultram, just like I asked and wanted. :)
I got a perscription for a cream in case I ever get a rash again.:o
I got on high blood pressure medication and that made me cry, I am surpose to be...

I am fed up..

I am gaining weight cuz my fill isnt tight (and I dont follow a diet consistantly)........ I need a fill, but even with one, I HAVE to restrict myself in calories, carbs ect.. OR i wont lose much more..

I am NOT happy about a approximate 75 pound loss in 18 months...
I lost pre-op and I lost during a few winter months, ever since I have been gaining and loosing the same 10-15 pounds... but I dont see anymore loosing of those pounds, only more gain....

Being off the roids SUCKS..

I am back to crippled and tired and useless. pain pain pain, cant do nothing.

I had really hoped it was the weight loss..

Nope.

WOW

I was amazing.

I had no idea It could be this way.

I DONT know yet, how much the Steroids are affecting me.. OF course they are alot..

BUt..I am hopefull Its NOt all the steroids.. That would be a SHAME>



PLUS.. I am gonna be asking for some for daily use.. Not near this amount.. like 10 ml a day. I will skip some days and go for it on others.


Here is the list of AMAZING things I did.....