Entries for July 9, 2008

Ok, so someone give me a reality check here. My family had fried chicken tonight and I was at the table feeding my 2 year old, drinking my vanilla shake. And really watching everyone eat grossed me out. Not because of the food, but the heavy breathing, loud chewing, burping, etc. My family (God love 'em) did not paint a pretty picture of eating.

Is this normal? Do I need to go back for another psych eval? Or maybe just I'm resentful that I'm not eating a greasy ass piece...

aclubb

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minpinmom

So I have been having a really hard time with my preop diet, and am on my fourth day. Yesterday I kind of had a breakdown... my poor hubby took the brunt. I was just getting really frustrated about not eating carbs, I really am addicted I think. So I was crying and all upset and wondering if I'm doing the right thing.

Then I wake up this morning with a headache(what esle should I expect after crying so much?) and decided to weight myself. I AM DOWN 3LBS!!!!!! YAY!!!
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lotzasunshine

Well....I have never had a blog..nor have I read many..but I need an outlet for my frustrations, trials..and yes blessings. I am currently in an appeals mode or "resideration mode" for lap band. I have all but stood on my head, submitted every embarasing factoid regarding my mental and phsical health only to continue sending more andmore andmore iformation meanwhilemy weight stays the same and my blood sugar is up AND I feel somehow defective and alone. Out of all of the...

kksgranny

Well, I called the office and made all my weightloss appointments and my psych evaluation appointment. The last weightloss appointment will be December 1st! That is kind of exciting as it will be a birthday present to myself (Dec. 3rd). My hope is to have my surgery over the winter break from school. I am going to focus my energy on that.
I think in the interim I am going to process the me that I currently am. I want to be able to look back in a year..two years... and remember how far I have...

KJdallas