Entries for May 22, 2008

ok, so i wanted to post about my second fill. i had 1.2 ccs put in during the first and a month later for the second there was only .6ccs in there. i was told this is normal during th 1st. so anyways, the second fill i got 1.6 put in. things seemed ok the first few days, but after that, i pb EVERY day. it was horrible. really bad pain. i guess it was me just still training myself with smaller bites and more thorough chewing. but i think i got the hang of it now and am making another appointment...

My surgery was on January 22, 2008 at that time I weighed in at 225. As of May 16, 2008 I was 177. I just had my 3rd fill on my band. Dr Fox says this should be the last fill I will need. I am only 32 pounds from the goal we set. I am so exicted. I cant wait to buy somemore clothes.

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Weigh in tonight at Weight Watchers.

I just had a fill and it's great! But, I feel as full from a couple strips of chicken as I do when I eat 1/2 a pizza. I FEEL that I'm heavier, even though my scale says I'm not. So then I FEEL like a failure.

I'm stuffed! I've had water today, too! OMG...I REALLY STUFFED.

I was 225 this morning on my scale...I'm crossing my fingers for tonight's weigh in. (Though, I think the scale at WW is FISHY!!! My scale at home...

I think because everything was so up in the air before I got approved that now it is sinking in that I could be banded soon. Tonight I have my first seminar and there I get the numbers of the people I have to meet with before I get my surgery date. I know nothing is set in stone until you get your surgery date but I still can't help but have butterflies in my stomach. I know this is something I want to do but I guess it still doesn't feel like it's going to happen until it is actually happening....