Entries for May 13, 2008

Hello.., 1st week after surgery... I am going today for my first post opp. app. and I am down 20 lbs.
Soo.. excited and ready to loose more...
Clear lqud has been tough, but I made it.
Any suggestions, on my next step, "the mushies" ??

Okay, here I am on Tuesday 5/13 - five days before my birthday - and I'm getting a re-fill.

I've been empty for about a month after being way too tight for a couple days. It really goes against my entire life's belief system to get a fill before a birthday. I know that sounds crazy and stupid - and really its craziness is what's making me go in today. My mother is fat, my grandmother was heavy, and I've topped both of them with my weight. So, growing up fat and then trying to break...

Well, I made it through with my two week liquid diet. And I'm still alive! I will be going into the hospital in a few hours and I can’t sleep.

Wish me good luck!