Entries for May 1, 2008

Surgery 2/14.08, first fill March16, third yesterday. yuck! Couldn't keep anything down and kept coughing up gross slimey mucus. Had heartburn so bad considered calling the Fire Department! lease tell me somebody has exprienced this?

This morning I woke up with that feeling of something stuck again.... after a little .... upchucking it looked like the itsy bitsy piece of bbq I had on Sunday! OMG! are you kidding me????

Well I haven't lost a thing in a month, but I'm still holding my own. I guess I should be happy about that. I'm still wondering why I make the choices I do with food. I know that I'm addicted to food and I also just love food. I love to make it, eat it and share it with others. I'm doing better about what I keep in the house, I'm now avoiding the snacks in the house. I don't have any chips that I like in the house, no cookies either. I need now to focus on protien. They told me to eat more...

Hello Everyone, my name is Elisia and I'm thinking about being banded but I'm very scared. I'm 25 and weight is 319 I'm so sick of my self being like this. I need support and advice. Thanks