WOW I can't believe that I have not posted any blogs since 11/1 07!!!!!! I guess that I was embarrassed to post anything becaiuse I was not focused on my eating plan. I have FINALLY kicked but, I have gained and lost since the seminar on 10/31/07. I ws my worst enemy. I was giving myself my own rewards. Last suppers or last treats. I was psyching myself out. I have had enough fast foof meals, french fries, candy and chocolate to last several lifetimes. It was me that had to STOP...
Okay, so, I am Jewish, right? My dads side of the family is catholic, my moms side is Jewish.
Well, some of my aunts have been 'born again' Christains, which is fine, but Easter is a big deal to you guys!
Anyhow, so we got together for Easter celebrations because we dont want to leave anyone out, that isnt nice. My family jumped on my case so bad. 'Why arent you losing weight faster', 'Youre still fat', Why did you have a sugery when you couldnt lose weight faster,...
I'm not losing and its all my fault. I just can't seem to leave food alone. I need to track what I'm eating. I really don't think I'm eating that much, but I don't eat the right things. Way to much easy stuff. To many chips and sweets, I do try to eat more the good stuff. My breakfast is either a protien shake or weight control oatmeal, but then I alway follow that with something not so good for me, like pudding, or cheese. I really love cheese and it doesn't love me. I have never been able...
well easter sucks....not impressed with it at all broke today (day after easter) and had a few m&m egg's soooo pissed off at myself for it
on a happier note i recently reconnected with a friend id lost contact with through facebook....love fackbook...so stocked to be talking to her again and she's a gorgeous skinny mini which is motivation to drop abit more b4 we meet up
WOW I can't believe that I have not posted any blogs since 11/1 07!!!!!!
I guess that I was embarrassed to post anything becaiuse I was not focused on my eating plan. I have FINALLY kicked but, I have gained and lost since the seminar on 10/31/07. I ws my worst enemy. I was giving myself my own rewards. Last suppers or last treats. I was psyching myself out. I have had enough fast foof meals, french fries, candy and chocolate to last several lifetimes. It was me that had to STOP...
