Entries for March 22, 2008

I posted a really long blog this morning and of course it is not here. I was expressing my fears and concerns regarding my surgery which is in two days. I love this site. I visit often, but sometimes the glitches are enough to make me want to use profanity. I mean damn. Its not easy coming on here to say I'm afraid I may not awake from surgery. I know its a relativley safe procedure. I know this, but I also knowthere is a POSSIBILITY of a problem. I am paranoid I know. I believe that all willbe...

I don't miss the dry mouth and bad breath but I really miss the ketosis cause I know it was burning fat like crazy. I lost it cause I couldn't resist that stupid chocolate cake. Think it only takes a few good days to get it back so fingers crossed that I can be good. I guess I haven't been that bad since I've been almost totally faithful to all the pre and post op diets. Couple small pieces of cake over a couple days is pretty normal I think. Plus if I beat myself up about it, it will only...

Well I was hoping this process would go quickly and lo and behold it has. I went to a evaluation 3/11/08, so that's not bad. Of course I'm self-pay, when I think of all the time I wasted waiting on Insurance to pay, it makes me mad at my self. I should have done this 2 years ago. I could be 75 or 100 pounds lighter by now. No sense in dwelling on the obvious. The important thing is "I'm getting it done". I am so looking forward to all the little things, crossing my legs, fitting into...

I'm a little overwhelmed at this point. Seems to be moving so fast right now. Talked to my doctor in early February. His nurse signed me up that day for the Seminar on March 19th. All of a sudden it's here!

E-mailed doctor yesterday morning to ask for the referrals that I need to see the dietition and get the psych. eval. done and both departments called me THIS MORNING!! I have the appointment for the dietition on the 27th and my psych. eval. is on April 10th. I start my Lifestyle...