I did it again...went for barely a week doing really good, then BAM!! Horrible horrible eating ever since the 1st of this month. It is already the 6th. I was so close to onederland and it is like I am sabotaging myself to not get there. Nothing major is going on in my life, basically I am stress free. I did have a long talk about living in the moment with my husband and enjoying everyday as it comes. I do have a problem with constantly planning the future and trying to forget mistakes in the...

Ok, Tuesday was a long day, I had school and work, but I managed to do decent with my calories and food:

Breakfast: low sugar oatmeal: 100 calories
Lunch: Ranchero Chicken Soft Taco extra pico: 270 calories
Snack: Tall caramel mocha frapp: 330 calories
Dinner: 100 calorie bag o popcorn: 100 calories

Total: 800 calories

I didn't work out, I did walk my mile or so at school though which got me sweatin cause I had a sweater on. Then I got...

I was such a good girl yesterday! There was 3 birthdays and 3 different cake passed around at work and I didn't take one piece! No cake was eaten yesterday! I did eat the breakfast taco I got from Lezlie but I only ate the eggs and sausage inside and only about half of that and didn't eat the tortilla. I was good all day long!!

Breakfast: 100 calorie pack cookies and half of inside of breakfast taco: 300 calories

Lunch: 1/2 chargrilled chicken sandwich w/ lo fat mayo...

Well, I did it, no fast food, no going out to eat, plenty of cravings and plenty of time yelling at myself that I didn't need to go out to eat or grab some candy on the way home from school.

Saturday: I was so tight after the hurling on Friday that this day wasn't so hard.

Breakfast: coffee drink: 180 calories
Lunch: Sour cream and chive baked potato: 280 calories
Dinner: BBQ chicken breast, rice mix, very small salad: no calories (since I had a horrible PB...

Like a crack whore on meltdown from coming off her high that was I yesterday. Here is what I ate:

Breakfast: tall caramel frap, no whip: 210 calories
Lunch: small cup chicken salad from Chick fil a: 270 calories
snack: 100 calorie pack of cookies: 100 calories
Dinner: roasted chicken thigh, no skin, handfull of salad with pico de gallo on it and TBLSPN of vinegar and olive oil dressing, 4 strips of low carb tortilla that I toasted for salad. Calories: none....