Sorry to be a little late to the party. ;)
In the scheme of things, yeah you cheated. But you also stopped yourself and didn't go running to the concession stand to snarf down a huge bag of fake buttered popcorn, followed by a $15 bag of M&Ms and a trough of Coke.
Here's a secret. The second day of my two week pre-op diet I went a little crazy. I had six Hershey kisses. Why? Because I knew they were still sitting in the dining room leftover from Easter and I knew I had to get them out of the house. Of course I should've just given them to the kids, or my husband or thrown them out (F*CK NO!! Throw out perfectly decent Hershey Kisses!! The HORROR!!!). So I ate them. And I felt like a total failure.
But at the end of the day, the sky didn't fall, and my surgeon didn't deny me my band, and my family still loves me.
So, chin up Wilbur. We all have our shortcomings. What's good is that you know you need to stick to the lousy preop diet (and yes, it sucks. I've been there). And even better yet is that you stopped at one Frito (do you know what kind of acts I'd be willing to perform... or, well, at least consider performing for a Frito right now?)
Things will get better (at least that's what I keep telling myself).
So, come join me on the bandster bench and we can sit it out together. OK? :)
hugs
-m
__________________ Marisa
Mom to Sophia (5) and Amelia (3)
Wife to Jonathan
Highest weight 253lbs
Current weight 182lbs
Goal weight 135lbs  |