I totally agree Shortgal. I have to look at this as thank God I lost what I have and more to come with more fills. I will take everyone's advice and talk to my Dr about the fill schedules. They seem to be 2 months apart. I have started faithfully walking at least 3 miles a day. I sat at work today for a bit and could barely get up I was so stiff!! But it feels good. I walk all the hills here when the weather permits.

Badonka - if you can, get some of that frustration out by walking or running or whatever does it for you. Don't sit and keep thinking about it? How old are the kids? I have a 14 and 17 year old. I am in Teenage Hell! I have now stopped letting them "freak" me out. Hang in there!! You are really doing great.

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Jody from Jersey (achieving a new me 1 pound at a time!)