Six days until my 2 week liquids phase and I'm really nervous. I feel like I'm forgetting everything, like I won't know what to eat, what to do, how to care for myself. I've read all the information from my doctor's office a few times, but I still feel like I'll forget something major or make some mistake. I'm used to worrying about other people - feels weird to worry about myself.

All I have in the house is 3 huge containers of Isopure Lo Carb protein shake mix - vanilla, chocolate, strawberry. I have to stock up on other liquids this weekend.

I really want to embrace the sugery the way I did weeks ago, but as the time gets closer I just get more nervous.

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