Hi,

Sorry you are having such a rough time.

I hope it helps to know I went through the same stage. I am very much an emotional eater. I remember one day i had a really rough day and I couldn't eat the junk that made me feel better, or so I thought.

You have to "mourn food" if you will. I simply look at the bad stuff as things that got me to 300lbs.

It will get better I promise, when that scale starts going down and you can buy smaller clothes it so worth it. Total change in priorities.

If you need me PM me. :) I'm here for ya!

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-Carrie
Banded 09/2005
Pregnant and due Feb. 2009!!