65 lbs is not a failure! You have experienced so much with them accessing your port I would feel the same way however I would contact your doctor and any fill you do have in the future mandate that they do it with the fluro. Stay strong and reach out to your medical support staff. Best of luck.

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H-315lbs 4/13/09 * C-235lbs 11/15/09 * G-140lbs
Surgery Date April 21, 2009
1st Fill 5/21/09 (3cc)**2nd Fill 6/15/09 (2cc)
3rd Fill 7/15/09 (1cc)**4th Fill 9/3/09 (.5cc)