hello everyone :)
im 5 days into my fast and im feeling great! its not nearly as hard as i was dreading. ive been dreaming about chocolate, hot chips and breads but i actually think that its helped me behave while im awake lol

a few people close to me have questioned my decision to have the surgery. telling me that i dont need to lose weight (i currently weigh 118kg) and that im beautiful now. its great to know that people special in my life see me that way. but a few times ive had to take a moment to remind myself and explain to them that im doing this for me, and not to impress anyone