U go girl, couldnt ov put it better myself, when i went 2 my dr i said if i was an alcholic or drug user i would get all the help i needed BUT cos my problem was wiv food i cudnt get any help, i put on over 3 stone since i lost my mum 21mnths ago also i ad other personal things i ad 2 cope wiv, my dr agreed and said she wud love 2 send me 4 op on NHS but id get turned away cos im not big enuf, i wish, im lucky iv got a real fantastic partner who is paying 4 my op, he wudnt let me get a loan, even tho i wud ov dun anything 2 get the money 4 this op, since i booked the op i have slept every night wiv out waking, because my weight was on my mind i wasnt sleeping allnight, im finally going 2 b me again x