Wow...what a post
I'm with the rest of the people and their advice.
Congrats to you on your major weight loss, but seriously dude, talk with the Doc about that alcohol you are consuming. You've come along way with your weight, you don't want to waste it on alcohol.
Like it was mentioned earlier, it definitely looks like you have traded one addiction for another.
Just one side note, people on here are in your corner and wishing the best for you, they are just concerned about you.
Hope all works out for you,
G